Well with the life I have lead by making my own choices, I choose God to be my leader! I will follow him til the end of my days. I will take every path he shows me! He is awesome!
I really don't know what to write about, I am lost for words! I know I'm here for a reason! It probably saved my life. Well I know it did! It was him that helped land me here! He gave me a chance to take my own roads and every one of them were destructive!
It has put a lot of strain on my relationship with my children. Especially my 13-year-old. This is a time in her life when she really needs me and I'm not there. The sad part is I wasn't there when I was out either. I was lost in sin and most of all addictions! It's really sad now that my mind is clear and I realize it! I am really praying for her forgiveness! My 16-year-old on the other hand is very hurt but she is there she loves me anyway! She is my girl! maybe she's just better at hiding her pain and anger and trying to be strong for me, maybe it's the age! Not real sure which but I am so thankful she is there the way she is! It helps me to deal with my younger one a little easier.
As for my relationship with the man I love it seems to be getting better. He has came clean and sober! It has made a big difference in him! He comes to see me on visits he brings my daughter. They leave me money when they have it, and I've been getting a little mail, not as much as I would like but who can complain! God does answer prayers these are some prime examples!
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